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Created on 2007-08-02 18:03:53 (#13512152), last updated 2007-08-20
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| Birthdate: | 1988-09-02 |
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| Website: | Myspace, what else? |
Everytime I think to myself, "Hey, maybe I've figured myself out," I am wrong. At the ripe young age of 19 how can I expect to know all the patterns of the universe?
However, I am on the quest.
I am a musician. Well, truely, I AM.
But more specifically, a guitarist, bassist, drummer...but I can only say that I am good with the guitar as I just started to learn about other intruments. Which, I am a good guitarist. And I'm not even a cocky person. (I wouldn't mind the extra boost of confidence)
I have major social ills. I don't know why. I used to be good with people, but I suck now. Underneath the coat of shyness I am outgoing, or maybe thats just what I wish I would become on the exterior. I'm just a silly, goofy girl, only wanting happiness and fun out of life.
I battle all the depression and not to be "oh pity me" but I do have the past that gives me reasons to be depressed. I'm working on it, but it haunts me. But mostly, I'm working on it. Once I get rid of the ashes that cling to me, there will be a big change.
I have trouble expressing emotion so you'd never guess I was depressed, or excited.
Its a bitch.
I'm moody as a mother fucker.
Tell me whats good?
I have a relationship with someone people say is too old for me. And I'm moving in with him. Its debateable whether or not..the relationship will work out. I'm in dire need of friends. Girlfriends, really. Confidence. But I'm not in search of fake ass rich bitches. Just genuine people, and genuine friends.
However, I am on the quest.
I am a musician. Well, truely, I AM.
But more specifically, a guitarist, bassist, drummer...but I can only say that I am good with the guitar as I just started to learn about other intruments. Which, I am a good guitarist. And I'm not even a cocky person. (I wouldn't mind the extra boost of confidence)
I have major social ills. I don't know why. I used to be good with people, but I suck now. Underneath the coat of shyness I am outgoing, or maybe thats just what I wish I would become on the exterior. I'm just a silly, goofy girl, only wanting happiness and fun out of life.
I battle all the depression and not to be "oh pity me" but I do have the past that gives me reasons to be depressed. I'm working on it, but it haunts me. But mostly, I'm working on it. Once I get rid of the ashes that cling to me, there will be a big change.
I have trouble expressing emotion so you'd never guess I was depressed, or excited.
Its a bitch.
I'm moody as a mother fucker.
Tell me whats good?
I have a relationship with someone people say is too old for me. And I'm moving in with him. Its debateable whether or not..the relationship will work out. I'm in dire need of friends. Girlfriends, really. Confidence. But I'm not in search of fake ass rich bitches. Just genuine people, and genuine friends.
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a brainful of serotonin, acting goofy, art, creative inspiration from pot, creative inspiration period, crown royal mmm, drinks, good sex, guitar, learning, metallica, movies, music, reading a good book, running, sleeping, sublime, thunderstorms at night, will
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